复仇记

哈哈哈哈

我终于报仇了！

故事是从昨天开始的--

昨天一大早我就找便便Quotation，

print 好serial number 原本要开始做了，

ASM说：下午再做也不迟，

我：我怕打不完咧（到放工都打不完）

她：不用紧下午再也可以

所以我就没做咯，

可是到了早上11am 她问我：“你这个怎么还没打”？

我：（wtFUCK）明明是你叫我下午才打的!

她：可是这个今天要出货的，一定要现在打D.O (Delivery Order)的

我：:X （无言！算了也是自己的错，没跟她说这是今天deliver 的）

今天，

ASM: technician 说今天有新的delivery，所以要做D.O

我：ok....有多少个？

她：一个

我打好了Hong Leong bank 的...

KLC (superior): 今天HLB 有出货咩？我看到outgoing没有哦!谁叫你打的？

我: 有啊，是ASM叫我打的

KLC问ASM: HLB有出货乜？

ASM: 没有啊，我刚才叫她（本小姐是也）打的是public bank的

我：（他妈的）吓？可是我看到是HLB的喔！可能是我看错吧（心里却想，我很记得是HLB的）

KLC: 不用紧HLB放着先，你在打过一个public bank 的吧!

我：哦！唉，害我打到那么辛苦！

ASM:你不会白打的啊!

我：（实在忍无可忍，小发脾气）可是我就会来不及在放工前打完啊！

（觉得自己有点无理取闹,明明就是自己看错...hahahah）

ASM: ....... (无言 hahahhahah)

我承认是我的错，但ASM也有不对

我终于为昨天的怨气报仇了！

hahahhahahahaha XD

my moody feel today

yea u still treat me good
fetching me here & there,brought me to where ever i wanted to go
help me as much as u can...but......tis few days i do have some weird feels
about the way u treat me...
is not like last time, i feel ur love towards me is getting lesser...
& mine towards u is getting deeper...
from the words u told me ytday....
although u dun mean to hurt me, but i do feel SAD :(
because tis is ur true feelings deep in ur heart..
u din call to comfort but i am the 1 who call u first...
u should know how was my character,
i like to be concern....but it seems tat u dun have the intention to..
jz like 2nite im jz want u to "tam" out my words bout wat happens on me
but u didnt...hahahha...maybe tis is wat god wants to punish me
& gives u a chance to revenge, since i treat u like tis last time

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my so call "best friend"
forget bout me~~
& the reason is "i have nt been on9 for years" ?!
wtf??? our realationship jz vanish tat easy?
im SAD!!!!
but i ad expected....你本来就转舵比转头还快
遗忘我是迟早的事 but nv think of tat fast!!
hahahhaha XD
p/s : :X

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我是没心肝的人？
我承认！为什么我会变成这样？
可能是因为本小姐对目前的生活已经乏味了
从一开始的亲情, 到友情，
再连我一直以为最坚固的爱情也开始动摇了
所以导致我没有心想去记得某些事，
然后就被骂没心肝了, 无奈 =.="
心里测验说的对，我果然比较适合自己一个人生活！！

[今天的心情可以用1个字形容 - - MOODY]

~~After Training~~

终于回到Subang的家了，在pd过了半年，回到家，竟然有点不习惯！！
回来几天都没有什么动到coursework，死定了我只是做到20%罢了！！
还好之前在pd找足了资料，现在省了点时间.....

今天去amy那间公司interview, 虽然心里有80%把握一定会被录取，
但临interview还是紧张了一下 XP
当然如我所愿，被请了！
可是要签一年contract, 所以这段期间有travel or hotel 要聘请我就不能去咯 T__T
account 真的不是我那凡，不用紧学他们讲，赚钱先，过后再转去我喜欢的工作

不知道，其他人怎样了，在想他们找到工作了吗？
还是在寻找当中？or 考虑着转行？休息先?
不管怎样，祝你们好运，
继续深造的学业进步，工作的事业顺利！
爱你们哦！！

变质

不知从几时开始我们的感情已经变质了，
可能是因为我那唯一一次搞得你很不开心，
所以你就有了这些小动作
不知道你是不是真的做过，可是我的第六感告诉我准没错
从你一个小小的动作和眼神
联合之前所发生的我终于明白这是怎么一回事
虽然还未经查证但有八十巴仙是！！！

从我了解你的程度，你绝对有可能这样做
你连我身边最亲的人也不放过
让我觉得，不管之前对你做了一百件好事
也抵不过我对你做的一件小坏事
证明我们的感情也不过如此，
从一早就应该想到会招俸敌手，做好提防
可是万万没想到得这样的果，我太看得起我们的感情了！！

你要的话就拿去吧，反正这已经到了最后
对我来说这一点都不重要。。。。
这几年的相处让我认清了你是一个怎样的人
奉献你一句话，你既然对别人做得出这种事，别人也会
难免将来你会受回你之前所做的
所以祝你好运！！！

插入谷底！！

今天不知怎么了，早上还好好的，
可是回到家坏事一件接一件的发生....
搞到我的心情很不好！！！
从现在起没必要的话我真的很不想讲话，
谁都不想！！！
所以请你们不要吵我，烦我，
让我一个人静静的躲在属于自己的角落！！

爱人和被爱，往往被爱的感觉最幸福
付出的爱得到回报不说，得不到而且好意还被丢在地上糟蹋的呢？
又有谁会想到爱人的那个也会有累的时候，
也开始想是不是爱错了人，是不是时候要放手了？
现出的好意是领了，可是到后来也没事拍拍屁股就走人.....
一点珍惜都没有！！做好人是没有好报的！！
所以这个好人我不想做了，我只想做个事不关己就不要理的人！！

不好不好！！

好久没上来更新blog了,
其实有好几次很想上来写东西，
就是没那股动力.....
也没时间...

发现最近变坏了，
上课不听书不止，还玩！
以前会觉得老师在前面讲课，后面有人玩，很讨厌！
可是现在自己竟变成这一族的一分子。------惭愧！

考试前一天才温习，不用紧，
不读书，竟一点畏惧都没有，真的不是我的作风
以前还担心考不到好成绩，现在考试范围都不读完，
只是aim....结果成绩出来再也没有A.------懒惰！

presentation 竟不懂自己要present些什么，
不像以前那样做足准备，全面了解，
加上自己那套presentation skill, 一定成功
难怪老师说对我很失望 T__T
说实在的，那十分我根本一点都不在意，
我最在意的是自己没有尽力做到最好，
会对自己不甘愿。-------遗憾！！

对家人的态度也变的很脾气暴躁，
这可能是因为家人带给我的没有开心，
只有烦恼！！每次见到妈会害怕她叫我去什么OPP,
去klang的工厂，我不喜欢去这些地方！！
以前回到家还会和妈聊聊天，
现在妈越来越忙，都没有时间陪我们，
爸更不用讲，好像租房的酱....
跟你的接触只是拿零用的时候，
搞到我好像“拿钱婆”.....
所以我都不喜欢留在家里
有时候真的觉得自己很------不孝


很想恢复以前的那个梁梦巧，
那个充满自信，满怀理想的梁梦巧，
为什么现在会变得没自信？
被别人质疑多了，有时也会相信别人讲的是对的，
从此质疑自己，自信就变得越来越少咯....
我承认自己是很容易受别人影响的，
不管是意见，想法，还是性格都在随时改变，
一点自我都没有------不好！！

Problems are dragged from long long time ago

Everyone have their own problems...once the particular problems are solve there will be a new one appear, this is all because of our unlimited wants. Already have it, then demand more & more..I wouldn't deny that I am this kind of person, sorry for demanding you so much.

I should be the one that understand the most of the result on "demanding too much". It is neither easy to accept nor change our self to match the WANTS and DEMAND of another person. Because I my self don't like to do so.

After reading a book or magazine (don't know which one) I saw a term says that " love what you choose, and choose what you love" thus making some big decision is important because it might influence our future. Such as career, education, buying properties or even lovers. Do I choose wrongly? or before that i didn't think deeply about the risk and problem that might be facing in the future? or i should think so much and do what ever i think i should or wanted to?

I always think is it I am not confident enough to reject some unwanted offer? or am i too kind to take care other peoples feeling until I lost my own Principe? my answer is YES!! I know i am not confident enough sometimes to make decision, to do something, this is not a good think.
Confidence will help us a lot in our life, lack of confident will proceed to many problems that are unexpected and time costing.

I always think am I regretting to accept your confess so fast?
Should I consider deeply, is it we are suitable to be together? do we really match in our thinking? actually that time i already you are not my mr right but i still accept ur confess.

Maybe I just want to have a boyfriend to love me. I am selfish!!! i hate myself of doing all things that hurts you so much. We shouldn't be together at the beginning, or else we might ended by breaking up. But, since we have decide to be together at that moment, we have to take responsible to this relationship, i know u have change a lot to match my wants, so i hope i could change for you to match both of us better. At here now, i know you would say, please don't do so, but i just want to let you know that a lovers relationship is not just depending on 1 person to change and match the another one but both changing to match each.

In the past, i didn't really settle our problems properly and take it seriously,
i hope it is not too late for me to do so. I don't know how long can we be together & how far are we, but at least in this moment i don't hope to break up, i want to try to improve my self and our relationship. Because i don't hope that i have any repentant in the future even after we broke up.That time I would tell my self that i have tried my best to improve.